mmm

sleepy. sad i didn't make up with Eva sooner in life...she's cool. I guess she's changed a lot in the last couple of years though. Is it my imagination, or do I get along with her better when she's with Chris?

her brother's going to be mad that there wasn't any alcohol at her grad. party. he's funny...spent 2 hours today eating chocolate cake and listening to his various escapades with girls and shaved toothbrushes and stuff like that.

I'm kinda psycho when it comes to meeting new people, but I think I did better today. My main clue for that is the fact that I'd like to see those people again, and I don't have any reservations about anything I said or did tonight. I usually end up obsessing over some little thing I did that was dumb or insensitive, and worrying that if I ever saw the victim again I'd be shunned or something like that. Sometimes I'm kinda incapable of letting go of that stuff.