"I Never See You!"

I got a package in the mail today - it was a mix CD from the first guy I kissed, who I've barely spoken to in 4 years. It was perfect timing...there was a song on there that was perfect for my mood.

I'm sort of skimming over the fact that the combination of the songs on the track has a flavor of the guy still hoping I'll decide I like him...but I think that's alright.

My parents are coming in tomorrow for family weekend...and this really wonderful guy left yesterday from visiting over Fall Break (don't anyone freak out about us getting a fall break...it was just a 4 day weekend). I love the social time, but I'm also getting swamped with homework now. It doesn't help that I couldn't focus...and didn't give a shit, during all of my classes today.

On that line, I finished the Oresteia (Agamemnon is one of 3 plays in the trilogy called Oresteia). It's still gross...have a quote, ladies and germs:

"You'll have to pay with your own blood for hers,
you'll feel me suck the half-
caked gore out of your living flesh;
swill from your very veins
the vile dregs of the drink I crave.
I'll shrivel you up and drag you, still alive,
into the underworld
where you will pay in currencies of torment
for the murder of your mother."

granted that's the Erinyes (Furies) talking to Orestes, who killed his mother and her lover because they murdered his father after he came home from being at war for 20 years.

yeah, I know this stuff is useless.

but it's fun.

lately I'm thinking I should find a calling that would actually do some good for the world.

Crap. I'm going to go do my homework now. (Oh Lord who I don't believe in, I beseech thee, why in hell did I decide to take Math? Forgive me Lord, but I just don't care about Math.)

We've got to register for Spring soon (soon could be in a month for all I know). I wanna take sociology or logic or psych...something I've never tried. Maybe something that would be geared toward helping people.