Sunday, April 30, 2006

I'm thinking

I'm thinking that:
*I might cancel the audition I have tomorrow, which I've been waiting for for weeks.
*I might have already burnt out the words "I love you" even though I mean it every time.
*I might like to rewind back to last Wednesday and start over.
*I might like my relationship with my dad to not need to be buoyed by talk about business.
*I would definitely like my sweet, innocent, gentle little brother to remain all of those things.
*in the last 24 hours, I suddenly want to be honest and tell everyone everything, and I'm not used to being so out there, and it's scary and hurts as much as it feels wonderful.
*neurosis is keeping me from getting my homework done.

1 Comments:

Blogger Will said...

you ok kiddo? im here if you wanna talk you know that...after all you have been ther so many times for me. hey stop me if you hears this one. two cows are standing in a field one looks at the other and says "what do you think about all this mad cow buisness?" the other one turns back and says "i doesnt affect me I'm a helicopter" i hope your smiling:)

10:19 AM, May 01, 2006  

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