I'm thinking

I'm thinking that:
*I might cancel the audition I have tomorrow, which I've been waiting for for weeks.
*I might have already burnt out the words "I love you" even though I mean it every time.
*I might like to rewind back to last Wednesday and start over.
*I might like my relationship with my dad to not need to be buoyed by talk about business.
*I would definitely like my sweet, innocent, gentle little brother to remain all of those things.
*in the last 24 hours, I suddenly want to be honest and tell everyone everything, and I'm not used to being so out there, and it's scary and hurts as much as it feels wonderful.
*neurosis is keeping me from getting my homework done.

linkses

I added a few new links, mostly to other people's blogs, because I'm procrastinating and feel like I should post *something*. If you don't want your stuff linked here, email me at agramps@email.smith.edu and I'll take it off.

Oh, and get facebook accounts, dammit! Please?
http://www.facebook.com/

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after several days of getting only 4-6 hours of sleep a night, I finally got a full night! Actually, I only got 7 hours, but my soc. class was canceled, so I flopped back into bed and got another hour and a half. I feel glowy and happy and nice, and it's really nice to have my brain working again.

Also, check this out:
www.quovadisgathering.org
I'm volunteering to write the schedule for this gathering/retreat, but we have a big problem: not enough people are signing up. It got up to 60 people last year, but the application wasn't available until late this year, so we have less time to get attendees. Even if you're not interested for yourself, pass it on...it's gonna be an awesome week.

(summer vacation in less than 6 weeks!!)

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So, last week it was 70 degrees most of the week, I even got a sunburn.

Today, it's snowing.

wft?